Wednesday, August 01, 2012

New York: Day 16

I'm running low on energy right now.

I'm trying to stay awake, but my eyes are heavy and my body aches. I'll shower tomorrow I promise.

Today, I didn't do much. I went to Costco.Their Costco is huge! It has two floors! I bought more gifts for Sweetness. Their kind of for me though, but kind of for her. Either way, these I know she'll like. About the Costco. It also has a cart escalator. It's like a regular escalator, except for that its flat and it has really intense ridges that the wheels are supposed to get stuck in. Which locks the cart in place. Its pretty nifty. The also have super huge elevators like the ones you see in hospitals. Its pretty nifty too.Their book selection is not impressive.

I didn't spend much money there, but I have to check my bank account anyway. Just to make sure. I don't want to accidentally spend too much. Especially since Sweetness needs me to have some when I get back.I don't like to think about going home. Not because I won't be happy to see everyone again, but because in those days after coming home, when things wind down back to normal...reality will strike us.

My aunt officially told me I'm a sinner. Because I'm dating a woman. I'm apparently on the "path of sin" and I'd "best turn around before its too late". Correct me if I'm wrong, but doesn't your almighty God grant forgiveness to anyone who asks it? According to your bible, I can be on my deathbed with a woman in my lap and a man behind me. And if I say "Oh lord! Forgive me my sins!" I'll be forgiven and I go straight to heaven. Poof. I'll try to remember that when I die. -__-

I know I don't usually go on religious rants, and to be honest I don't like doing it. I don't shove my non-religion down your throat so please don't try to hump your bible down mine. I hate that. There is nothing more irritating than someone trying to push their beliefs on you. Honestly, are you that insecure? Do you need that much self-approval that you need me to think the way you do? Leave me alone.

I'm too sleepy to continue to rant. I'm tired and I hope you know that the energy conveyed in this post is fake. Though, I do hope it came through just the same.  Goodnight.

TWMA,
Sacred Secret

P.S: I had a peanut butter sandwich for lunch

1 comment:

Infinity said...

The energy came through just fine my dear. I'm glad you ate lunch. I'm sorry they've forced you to rant about religion. I love you. You love you. Your mother loves you. Anyone whose important and knows who you are loves you and believes in you. So those that are judgmental, even the ones who claim to do it in the name of the Lord, can go shove it. Have a good night hun.

Forever,
Sweetness