Happy New Year!

Happy New Year's Eve, everyone. See you on the other side :)


TWMA,
Sacred Secret

Sunny Spot

Do you ever find yourself taking a cat nap in a spot of sun shining through the window? All the warmth and deliciousness of the sun without the burning! lol UV rays don't go through glass, so you can't get burned or tan that way. Cool huh? Anyways, how are you all? You're probably curious as to how my presentation went today. I'll tell you!
It didn't.
That's right. I didn't go. I didn't even do the tri-fold at all. I know, I know. I'm just as sad as you are. I was going to do it. In all honesty I was. But, idk i figured it isn't worth it anyway. I mean, what does it matter? I'm just gonna have to take all these classes again. So whats the point of doing all the hard work for it? That doesn't make sense. Besides, i need to focus on getting an evening job so I can start saving money to get an apartment for Sweetness and I. She hates living with my grandmother, and to be honest I do to. But I'm so used to it, I guess I just don't care anymore. My mom lived with her for years. So I feel like it'll take me that long to get out too. Sweetness won't allow that though. I'm always curious to see how far she'll go before dropping me. I'm dead weight in her life, so it'll be interesting to see hoe far she's willing to go. I'll try to keep you updated in that front if anything changes.
I think its cute that every store is playing Christmas music. I'm sitting in Starbucks like "la la la la! Doo dee doo doo! Jingles merry bells christmas yaaay!" Rocking and stuff. Luckily, no one cares so, its okay. Sweetness has a final today too. So She's busy. I'm gonna go fool around online now.

TTYL,
Sacred Secret

Brown Cow

Don't ask me about the random animal titles. It's just what comes to me, yeah? We're leaving soon. Sweetness has an interview for a job she doesn't want. It's a job though, that will give her more hours (thus more money) than the one she has now. So...anyways. I'll be back. Like, monday. Or something.

THIS BEAT IS SICK,
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Blue-Bird

I realized something, ladies and gentlemen. I completely forgot to put Pikachu/Zelda paraphernalia on my Christmas list! How sad and tragic! Oh well, I don't actually expect to get anything I wished for anyways.This blog is going to be short, I decided. Cause I don't think I can think of anything to say really. I'll probably skate over to Lowe's for no reason. I'm hungry, and broke. So thats too bad. I've got like fifteen dollars, but that is a pitiful amount of money. Cause usually when people say "I've got fifteen dollars" they mean I have fifteen dollars on me. I literally have fifteen dollars to my name. Right now. It's sad. In any case, I'm getting tired of listening to these med students study, so I'll be going. Hop over to Sweetness's blog and wish her a late happy birthday. She'll appreciate it.

Sleepy,

Sacred Secret

Happy Birthday, Sweetness.

Sweetness, I want you to know how much I love you. You are such a beautiful woman and I am so grateful that I have gotten to stick around and watch you grow more and more beautiful each and everyday. I love to watch you flourish and spread tentative wings, it pains me to watch you struggle and get frustrated, but know that I will always be around to help you through it all. I'll be here for you as long as you need me, Sweetness. I promise. I love you. Happy Birthday, my love.
 
Starbucks is full of people today. I had to ask a gentleman if I could sit next to him. He didn't mind, and here I sit. I purchased a Christmas gift for Sweetness and Pooka. By some strange miracle I had like, $20 extra dollars in my bank account. Merry Christmas to me! Of course, I only got them one gift each, but that should be enough. I got gifts for the most important people in my life.

Sweetness turned 20 today. 

She's in class though, and I don't know what we're gonna do when we get out, since I'm broke and so is she. I wish I could have bought her a present for her birthday. But hopefully what I did buy will get here just in time for it to be a half and half present. Half birthday half Christmas. I just hope she likes it. I don't know anything about it. But Amazon has never done me wrong before. I'm counting on no one else getting her any. Cause if they do, mine will look really cheap and sad. Oh wells.

Okay! So I did something cool (aka FUCKIN SCARY AS HELL) today. I drove Sweetness's car to Starbucks! Now most of your are probably like, "well why is that a big deal? You're a grown ass woman." That's not the point. The point, my flowers, is that I do not have my license. And I've never driven alone before. See, Sweetness was going to be late for class so she told me to drive the car to Lowes. Which is more or less, just across the intersection. I, however, being terribly nervous and inexperienced, got in the far left lane. I didn't know that left lane means turn, but I figured it out. So I drove down what I believe is the highway, flipped a u-turn, hit the wrong pedal (luckily there was no one behind me) and came to a dead stop in the middle of the highway, then gunned it for the light, passed two cops (both of which btw didn't give a damn about me), drove into Lowe's parking lot and parked as close to Starbucks as I could. (long sentence) So thats what I did this morning. Right after deciding what Sweetness was going to wear today as her birthday outfit.I decked her out I think, and if I had more time, I would have done her make-up and flipped her hair. She looks hot when its like that. She likes it. Thats all that matters.

Starbucks is emptying out. there's only like four people in here now, (not including me), compared to the original ten or so. And this is not a very big Starbucks. Anyway, it's warm and cozy so I don't care. I kind of prefer the background chatter that comes with a bunch of people being in here. Its nice. I want to own my own coffee shop someday.

Alright, this time, I'm really going to write. Yesterday I got on Gaia (www.gaiaonline.com)and spent all my time there. It's sort of addicting. But today I promise I won't. I will check my email though. And that's it! I swear. ;)

Happy Birthday, Sweetness,

Sacred Secret

Baby, It's Cold Outside

Seriously, it might as well snow. Here I am, in Starbucks again, while Sweetness is in class. My cock-sucking whore bitch of an "aunt" (parenthesis because I refuse to claim her as family)is at my house, so instead of going home and chillin and getting warm and cozy with a cup of Sweetness's coffee and a book, I'm at the coffee shop. Now, as I've said before I enjoy being at the shop, because it makes me feel true to my craft. But that's not the point. Oh well. You know what? I need to get out of Washington. I need to jump ship like Kelsie. Except, if I go, I'm taking my woman. She's the only sane person I fucking know. I could live with Sweetness. Matter-of-fact, I live with her now! I could easily move in somewhere with her. No problem. We occasionally have our fights, but that happens. Nothing too big or unbearable. We're pretty symbiotic now. I'm happy with where we are.

Anyway, I gotta figure out how to talk about something else. I'm really sleepy and cold.I want a coffee, but I promised Sweetness that I'd buy her one for her birthday (tomorrow) so I can't. I love spending money on her, and I think she knows it lol. Of course, she feels bad whenever I do it, but I don't mind. She lights up like a kid, and gets all smiley and stuff. Its adorable, and highly addicting. I
can't help myself. Its a bad habit for my wallet. But caring is sharing, isn't it?
I did it again.

So, I'm going to try writing in this environment. The Society suffers when I'm in contact with the internet. Its another bad habit. I can't seem to focus on what I'm supposed to be doing if I have the internet. For instance, I'm blogging when I should be filling out applications, or writing, or something like that. But blogging is sort of relaxing. Kind of like the Internets form of meditation. I can vent to you and you won't give a damn. Mainly because you don't care, but also because someone, somewhere out there, understands. And I think that's part of the allure of the internet. You're not alone. Ever. No matter what you're interests are, no matter what time it is where you are. There is someone on the same site as you, some one searching what you're searching, someone feeling how you're feeling. and it makes the world a closer place. A single unit like I'm sure many people have dreamed that it could be. Kudos, inventor of the internet.You made the world a arguably better place.

I'm gonna go now, probably do something I shouldn't. Tootles.

Happy Holidays,

Sacred Secret

222

So, I'm at Sweet's today. I'm going to work on my homework later, but for now I'm blogging. Sweetness seems to be slightly annoyed by my current thread of blogging. (Sorry, Sweet) but she'll be okay. I like it. Also, I have a question. If in the case that two switches were in a relationship how would they go about switching properly? Especially if they were both more sub than Dom? I have quite the conundrum. I'm just asking out of curiosity. If you have advice, hit me up.

Love You,
Sacred Secret

On the continue...

So like I was saying, pictures, true? Bento for you, so you know what to look for when you send me cool pictures of it. lol

These are pictures of Bento I DID NOT MAKE. I commandeered them from Google.If these pictures are yours, let me know and I'll add your URL to the post. no big deals. So how is the rest of your day? I'm watching Sweetness's cousin play Batman: Arkham City. Its pretty rad. Pick it up.

Love,
Sacred Secret

Friday's Release

So, today is Friday, December 2nd. How are you going to spend yours? I'm going to head over to Sweetness's place later today. She's driving, of course. I don't mind her driving. Lol to be honest, I kind of like having her drive me places. That way I don't have to worry about it myself. There are the occasional questions of which way to go or whats the speed limit here, but I take these as more rhetorical questions than anything else. I don't think she really requires my input, but then again, I could be wrong.
Oh! Okay so I have to share with you my new love for Bento. I find them to be completely irresistible. I'll post pictures later. Either this afternoon/evening or sometime this weekend. If you don't know what Bento is right now, and want to know, you should check out this blog!
Either http://justbento.com/
Or http://happylittlebento.blogspot.com/
Both of these sites I find to be ADORABLE. You don't have to. But I do. Speaking of cute and cuddly, what is your favorite animal? Have you ever thought about it? If you've attended a public school, probably. I think its one of the most common questions you get asked in school "ice-breakers". (Sweetness HATES those, by the way) You know within the first week or so of school the whole class gets up and has to play some sort of "Hi, my name is" game. They're usually boring and too long for my tastes. How come they can't think of something fun to do to get us to know each other?
It's things like that, that make me want to become a teacher. So I can change the way we play "ice-breaker" games. :) Is that a silly reason for wanting to become an educator?
That's alright. I think my real reason is because most of my role-models as a child were Teachers. Or knew Teachers. Or worked for Teachers. I was surrounded by educators and yet, I'm pretty average in intelligence. I think I got jipped. Let me re-do my childhood! I wanna go back and be smarter!!
At least, that's how I feel about it anyways. I could be wrong. Maybe its a subconscious thing. Maybe it's not just the fact that I grew up around Teachers but more along the lines that I want to be better than all those Teachers. Like I watched them all do it wrong, so I know I can do better. Unfortunately, I need all of those Teachers to teach me how to teach. So maybe I'll turn out just like them....
Ew.
That would be completely against the point!
Whatever. I can't let stuff like this drag me down. I'm very optimistic today. The Voices are being very active. Keeping me entertained and what-what.
Sweetness's birthday is in four (4) days. I don't have any money, so I can't get her anything. I was thinking of buying her a ******, except for that their really expensive and I'd have to order it online. Then it would be late. So I'm going to help make her a cake. I'll post a picture of what we want it to look like after I make it, so Sweetness can't get on here and know before she's supposed to. I also want to post pictures of her with her gift, except I don't think she'll want me to. They'll probably only make it to Facebook. Which is dumb, because that site gets a bajillion times more traffic than my lil' ol' blog. And I think all of you should see Sweetness with her 20th birthday present. I really can't wait. It's going to be a mildly stressful weekend. Not this weekend though. Next weekend. The 10th and 11th. Hopefully. If things don't change. Again. -__-...Because stuff like that has a tendency to happen because SOME PEOPLE can't tell people what their doing, when their doing it. Sooo we gotta be reeaaaal flexible like, ya feel me? I was really hoping I'd be able to buy her Lover Reborn (http://www.jrward.com/bdb/) but it isn't out yet and I don't think I can pre-order it. I'll look into it more though and see. If I can, maybe it will suffice for her birthday and then I only have to worry about Christmas. I told her I wasn't going to get her anything, but we both know thats a lie. (side note, Lover Reborn comes out March 27th, so the likelihood that I can pre-order it now is slim. Maybe if I save my money...) Anyway, what do you think I should get her? I can't get her something she really wants, because I don't have that kind of cash-ola. So, I'm kind of screwed in that department. I'm at a loss. But I'll keep trying! Maybe I can just buy her a hot chocolate the day of, and give her a massage? lol super kiss-up-cause-i-didn't-buy-you-anything, but thats fine. I hope. Either way, I'll make it up to her.
I gotta go do other things now, see you soon, my blogger friends.

"The stick is hard, but the carrot is sweet."
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S-E-X..In Video Games

This'll be short, cause I'm supposed to be working on my paper, and Sweetness will kill me if I spend too long here. My day has been going alright. I'm re-finding my love for blogging. Which is good for all of you, not that there's A LOT of you or anything. I'm just saying in general. Its deceptively cold outside. The sun is shining but its freezing. Do you have days like that where you are?

Love, Peace, French Fries,

Sacred Secret