Late night postings

I've been laying here for about an hour and half now. And I can't fall asleep. I just can't. I miss Sweetness. I miss the demanding way we cuddle and I miss falling asleep with her tucked safely beside me. I worry about her when she's on her own. This is probably a nonsense post, since I should, by all rights, be tired as hell. I have to say, I really like the Blogger app better than the text to Blogger thingy. Those way, I can write as much as I want. No limits. Of course, because its on my phone, I probably won't ever post this way very often. Why? Cause its too damn hard to type this much on a touch screen! Considering how late it is though, I think I'm doing pretty well in the typo department. It's 3am. Sweetness should be waking up in about an hour or so. She's working this weekend, getting a lot of hours. I wish I had a way to earn more money. Our anniversary is in two weeks. And I have no idea what I'm going to do for her. I can't ask anyone for help. They'll look at me weird. I wish I could get Sweetness something that she really wants. Maybe, I could try to get her necklace fixed...that's a crappy present though. Hmmm...this is hard. Any suggestions? Anyone? Anything at all would be great. Usually I start thinking about what to get her really early, but this time, I just had too much on my mind. I'm sorry, Sweetness. I'm always letting you down. I shouldn't go to New York. I should stay here and focus on getting a job. But I don't want to do that. I want to go to New York. I wish I was tired enough to go to sleep. It's annoying. Being sleepy but not being able to sleep. I'm hot too. This sucks. I want my Sweetness back! :(
I'm going to try to go to sleep again now.

TWMA,
Sacred Secret