"I Like You On Your Knees."

Don't even ask about the title if you don't already know. It's just too funny, you would have to have been there (or have a nasty mind) to understand. So anyway. How any of you have seen "RENT" the movie? Or heard "Seasons Of Love" the theme from that movie? If you haven't heard it check it out. But there's a really high note in that song somewhere around the end and I want to be able to do that I can't. (the last 21 secondsish.) I can do the end of that but I can't for anything hit the beginning. I don't know how I should say. I'm listening to Ike play his ukulele. It's so cool ^_^ Ukulele's look like really small guitars (its a gitar strang!) and the sound so awesome. Ike plays his all the time, so he's good at it. I don't really have anything else to say to you all today....hm I'll see if I have something in my files for you to read... I don't think I've let you read this yet...I hope you all like it because I wasn't going to post it but I feel nice today so... here you go:

May I Play With You?

You think I care?
Think I care what you think of me?
Do you honestly think I care about you or your opinion?
Well…
I do.
Everything you say hurts.
When you say mean things I think their true.
Kind things you say are lies.
When you invite me places I think your just being mean to screw with my head.
Exclude me and I think I’ve done something to offend you.
Though we’ve never met.
Can you forgive me?
For something I have yet to do?
Something I haven’t thought of?
Would never think of doing…
Could you forgive me for that?
I would try to forgive you.
Would make the effort to make you feel welcome
Even if we weren’t the best of friends,
Because that’s all I want from you.
Is to be a friend.
Can we?
Please?
We’re so alone…

I can't remember why I wrote that but it's probably because of one of the days in this class (I.T) that I was feeling invisible. *shrugs* I don't know. Anyway Tyler's been being mean to me lately, so I haven't been talking to him. I've been letting the Voices come during science class because I can't handle him. The other day he threw a chair at me, then yesterday he hit me with his backpack. I don't know why he's being an ass, but if he's still reading my blogs I want him to know I'm sad at him. ^_^ Now for a different subject in your comments I want you to post your favorite baby name, for those of you that already have kids please post something other than your child's name ( you know who you are -_-;) please and thank you. I'm just curious. To be fair mine are Aubrey (girl) and Seth (boy) I also like Devonte (boy) and Tori (girl) I don't know why but their names are cool. So please comment your favorite names. I found a lot of cute fox and wolf puppy pictures. I'm obsessed. There just so adorable. I've always like babies but baby animals take the cake. ^_^ *heart sparkle joy* Heehee I think their too cute. Enough with that now I'm going to work on my English homework (write a short story) you do it too. But don't put it in a comment. Send it to me! If you don't have my e-mail address write in the comment that you want to send me a story and I'll give it to. (maybe ^_~) Alright people I'm out. See you later!!!

TWMA,

Sacred Secret

P.S: I like country music, but some of it does get on my nerves.