This Picture Is Dedicated To Those Who Have Ever Had A Shitty Day.Okay so I went to choir today, didn't have very much fun. I was really bored and I'm going to quit (don't try to talk me out of it this is my last quarter) I ate milk and cookies and I want to write about stuff but I can't and I....UGH! I don't want to go to school anymore, 'cause today right before lunch and then again before 5th period depression hit me. Like a wave I couldn't control it, it bum rushed me and left me shaky and on the brink of tears for reasons beyond me. When I was steady I went on with my day and I was fine until the next time. But ugh...maybe I'll just stay in y head from the time my alarm clock goes off until I get home and crawl into my bed @ which time I'll leave again and restart the cycle. "The Counselor" says that I should spend some time here just to keep up with things. But I don't want to because it hurts...*Sighs* I'll just come back every once in a while so that I'm doing bot h what I want and taking the suggestion of "The Counselor". So I'll probably post from my head when I'm at school. Speaking of school I have a "Student Led Conference" on Friday. It's a take-home thing though so there won't be any teachers there. Now I'm going to do something I have been wanting to do. It's probably very dumb and it won't do much but it's another "publicity stunt" I'm going to print out my blog address and put it into random people's lockers tomorrow at lunch. I don't know what will happen and I'm not expecting much but I want it to be something good. If not oh well. I guess I'll go now. And do something...or something...Here's a pic:
It reminds me of the voices.
It reminds me of the voices.TWMA,
Sacred Secret
P.S: Singing makes me tired.
2 comments:
I'm sad to hear your leaving choir, but you've done really good. And if you feel like leaving go for it. It's totally the right thing to do if you really wanna. I hope when you got home you cried or screamed or something to shake off the depression thing. I know how you feel with remaining in your head thing I had the same exact idea in mind. "The Counselor" does have good point, but he also says that "you should try your best ot make yourself happy. It's very important to do, because if no one else will help you, you can help yourself." What is a "Student Led Conference?" I've never heard of it before. Your publicity stunt is bold...I couldn't do it. Rock on with ya bad ass! lol Anyway,that pic reminds me of the voices too hee hee.
Love You,
~Fange~
aka
~Infinity~
"Keep smiling, the sun will shine bright in response." ~Lafayael~
I'm glad you look to my advice for guidance, but if it is not what works for you. Do not use it. I say it as a reference and you are using it exactly as intended. I apoligize darling, for your depression and I will try to help you in anyway I can. Continue to grace the world with your happiness, it's light that guides us from our darkness.
~"The Counselor"~
P.S. You were too good for that choir anyway. n_n
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