Pssst!!!

Hey dude! Its snowing! In December! Holy cow! No really like, its snowing. We've had late start all week, yesterday school was closed. Today was late start then it started snowing hella hard and everybody went home. HAHAHA its awesome! Anyway, I figured I'd post again 'cause I have some time and nothing to do yet. I can't wait until Christmas, by the way. Its gonna be awesome. GIFTS. To be given! And gotten I'm sure but I'm not excited about those anymore. I want to show give gifts and see faces. YES! Its gonna be awesome. Now I have gifts for all the important people. My mom, Hito,Fange', John, Tyler, Lafa.* Everyone. All is well. ^_^ I'm excited!!! WOOHOO! I'm thinking that my gifts won't be as cool as other gifts but its the thought that counts right? MHM! I'm excited excited excited!!! I hope I'll be able to make it to Fange's this weekend. Cross your fingers!! Well I'm just here to tell you about the snow. Maybe I can get inspired today and look to a deeply neglected Cael. (SORRY! :( ) yup yup. See what I can do. So much free time, don't know what to do with myself. Keep it chill.

Bada bah bah bah!,
Sacred Secret

To Be

To be loved again.
Wanted again.
Remember what that feels like?
Warm arms wrap around you
Tender embraces
Fond memories
Someone to lean on in times of need.
To be wanted again.
To be loved again.
If only for a night.
Wouldn’t have to pay
For the acceptance I yearn for

It isn’t to be.
I’ve cursed myself to this.
No one to blame but my own calling
Now they all have fallen.
Those who called me by my name
Now lay in separate graves.
Those who call me now are whores.
Who want nothing more than coin.
Those I pay on the coldest nights
Have no name with which to turn my head

Every sigh I draw
Each moan and ragged panting
Scrapes raw at my soul
Lending me no breath of my own
Though my body strains and relaxes
Stress eased for a time
The weight upon my shoulders
Only grows heavier.
With no one to share this burden
I walk.
Guarding the world I once walked in.

Long ago I cursed myself
Blinded by pride, and greed
I experienced agony.
Watching those I have always loved
Fall into nothingness
Wither into dust.
Each member of my family,
Every woman I have ever taken into my heart.
Gone.
Forever alone I wander
Holding myself at a distance
From those who would hold me.
I will not make that mistake again.

When I walk this earth again
Among the living,
Among my friends
I will have proven I am capable
Of learning
Of trying.
I can understand mercy
And sacrifice.
I have learned pain and defeat.
Over the long years I have learned.
I am only One.
Against Many.
Though I may be strong
Perhaps fast and intelligent
There is always one better.
I must work.
Work to be better and learn.

When I may walk again
I hope to find my soul.
Wish to find the one who holds it
And die one day.
Surrounded by loved ones.
To be the one buried instead of the one to
Bury.

To be loved again.
Wanted again.
Do you remember what that feels like?

Remember?,

Sacred Secret

iPersonic

I Am A Sensitive Doer (SD)


Sensitive Doers are gentle, modest and reserved persons. They cope well with everyday life and like their privacy. With their quiet, optimistic nature, they are also good, sought-after listeners and other people feel well in their company. All in all, this type is the most likeable and friendliest of all personality types. Tolerance and heir regard for others distinguish their personality. They are very caring, generous and always willing to help. They are open to and interested in everything that is new or unknown to them. However, if their inner value system or their sense of justice is hurt, Sensitive Doers can suddenly and surprisingly become forceful and assertive.
Sensitive Doers enjoy the comforts life offers to the full. They are very happy in everyday life.
Sensitive Doers are often gifted artists or very good craftsmen. Creativity, imagination and an especially keen perception are just a few of their strong points.

Sensitive Doers are very presence-oriented; long-term planning and preparations do not appeal to them. They take life as it comes and react flexibly to daily demands. They do not like too much routine and predictability. Their talents come more to the fore when work processes are variable and there are not so many rules. Sensitive Doers like to work alone; if they are part of a team, they do not get involved in competitive or power games and prefer living and working together harmoniously and openly.
Sensitive Doers are completely satisfied with a small, close circle of friends as their need for social contacts is not very marked. Here, too, they avoid conflicts - quarrels and disputes put considerable strain on them. Sensitive Doers are often very fond of animals and are very good with small children.
As partner, this type is loyal and reliable and is willing to invest a lot in a relationship. Mutual respect and tolerance are very important to Sensitive Doers. Their love of pleasure makes them a pleasant companion with whom one can experience intensive moments. They like to look after their partner with attentiveness and small gifts and are very sensitive to the partner’s needs - often more than to their own.
However, should they meet the wrong person, they run the risk of being taken advantage of. They are then deeply disappointed.


Adjectives which describe your type
introverted, practical, emotional, spontaneous, sensitive, peace-loving, reserved, gentle, good-natured, independent, empathetic, friendly, playful, carefree, sympathetic, relaxed, quiet, modest, pleasure-loving, loyal, obliging, caring, helpful, optimistic



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Who Are You?

$1

I gotta dollar! I gotta dollar! I gotta dollar! Hey hey hey hey!

Voices In My Head

So you can guess that sometimes when I'm bored (rather all the time for every reason) I recede into my head just to do whatever. And when I'm in my head someone else is here. Right? Right. So today i'm in my head, watching whoever is here (which just happens to be Christina) and she was walking through the halls at lunch, going to the choir room. Whatever. And gets tackled by my stalker (child abuse guy?) and she elbows him in the gut. HARD. It was like reflex. Instataneous. She didn't even like squeak when he pounced on her or anything just *pounce* *BAM* *whimper* It was great. And he backed off like "owwww why'd you do that?" And she was like "oh sorry you scared me." HAHAHAHA it was awesome. First I felt bad for him, then her, then it was hilarious. Anyway. Thats all I got for you. Oh yeah, quick rundown.

Math sucks
French is hard
History is cool
Physics is amazing
Science sucks
IB English SUCKS HARD

and thats it. My day was great and everything is good beans. Later, loves!

TWMA,
Sacred Secret

P.S: F**K YEAH!

Away From Me

Ever want to just tell people to shut the hell up and go away? Me too.
Anyway, whats up guys? I'm good. I have so much IB homework right now because I'm SUCH A SLACKER. lol its my own fault but still. Jeez! I have to read an entire book, come up with a theme and start working on my essay this weekend. "Why aren't you doing it now?" you might ask. Well Its because as I said before: I'm a slacker. I'm a procrastinator. An underachiever*. And a Failure*. Woohoo! lol I love that. I also feel sick as hell. but that should go away soon....hopefully...and if not there's always meds! ^_^ yay! lol no drugs are bad...kinda...j/k j/k. So how have you all been this week? Didn't it go by super slow? I think it did. But my MySpace has gotten a lot of stardom. By me anyway. lol Dude. I want to be hyper but I'm tired. So only my thoughts and words are hyper. My body is like "What the hell, mind? Can I get some sleep?" and my mind is like "UHhhhh NO! Hahahahaha!" Y'know? It's gay. I want to bring bac that one Voice, cause he sleeps WAY hard. Like there is no waking that guy up unless he wants to be woke! lol I kid. His commander could probably do it. (and so can my alarm clock I guess) Or maybe he's just a very trained man. Lots of self-discipline. But people in the military tend to have that. In abundance. Trying to share with everyone. True? You know people like that? I do. Obviously. Hmmm....well thats it I guess. Go check out Fange's blog!

Love. Life. Laughter,
Sacred Secret

132

So this is my one hundredth and thirty second post. Sounds like big. but not as big as if I had blogged like everyday since I got this. Mr.Blog seems a little neglected...but happy. Maybe I should give him a make over. But like dude. I'm cold right now. Even though I took a 400 degree shower. (hotter than my normal shower cause I had to get the smell of PEOPLE off me) I went to the Twilight Tour thingy. It was cool. But I don't have a lot to say about it right now. So ask me later maybe. Uhmm...I'm bored. I don't really have a lot to say so I'll probably get offline and mull around a while before either going to sleep or getting back online. I dunno. We'll see.


"OMG RIGHT NOW",
Sacred Secret


P.S: Laurent is my new favorite....then Edward. ^_^

Watch It Fall

(unedited)

Something in the distance is calling me,
calling me
Telling me, telling me
I need to get up.
I've got to move, I've got to go.
Get going get going, you're missing it all
I can't take this pressure this insanity
Let me breathe let me be let me
Fly.
Now I want to take it off
Shed my clothing of society
Spread my wings, open my eyes
Take that running leap.
Let her go, watch her fall
Crubling into the mist
Falling into the endless abyss.
Let me take it off
Shed my skin
This cutting sin
Is banishing me from reality.
So let me go, watch me fall
Watch me fall
Part my lips and scream your name
Let me go 'til I can't breathe.
I can't wait any longer.
I've got to take the
Jump.
Let me go, watch me fall
Into this abyss of lonliness
Let me scream, let me die
Watch my pain.
I'm not thinking
I'm just sinking to the place
Where I Belong
So let me go, watch me fall
Watch me fall
Watch us fall...

Sacred Secret

OBAMA

OBAMA JUST WON DOOD. SERIOUSLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That's right. He did it! What say you now, non-believers?

Yes We Can,

Sacred Secret

We've Got Spirit, Yes We Do!

Okay so there's this sign in the hallway at my school that says "Spirit takes ya high!"
Tell me honestly.
Doesn't that make you think of drugs?
And the sign is on bright paper with paint spatter all around it and crazy flowery stuff and stuff.
Tell me it doesn't remind you of drugs! Hippies and drugs dude. Really.
Anyway. DUDE! I'm A GOD-AUNT! lol *heart star squee*

lol you're probably like tres wtf I know but my guy-friends friend (yay Chels) said that I can be the god-aunt of her baby boy. I' m so super excited!!! Squee!! I want to get him a bunch of cutesy little baby things. She'll have to tell me when her shower is, 'cause I wanna go (if she'll let me)

Let's seee. School is fine (IB IS A B*TCH), life in general is almost puuuurrfect. It'll be better after the "flow". Y'know. But anywho....the Voices are goodish. There was some recent weirdness. Lots of fighting and a couple of people got hurt but nothing big. Everyone is fine now. I'd tell you more but I don't want to anymore. So I'll see you all later. Byeeee!!


Can't Wait!,
Sacred Secret

Color Quiz 3!!

YOU KNOW WHAT TIME IT IS!!!


COLOR QUIZ!

Sacred Secret's Existing Situation

Sensuous. Inclined to luxuriate in things which give gratification to the senses, but rejects anything tasteless, vulgar, or coarse.

Sacred Secret's Stress Sources

Wants to overcome a feeling of emptiness and of separation from others. Believes that life still has far more to offer and that she may miss her share of experiences if she fails to make the best use of every opportunity. She therefore pursues her objectives with a fierce intensity and commits herself deeply and readily. Feels herself to be completely competent in any field in which she engages, and can sometimes be considered by others to be interfering or meddlesome.

Sacred Secret's Restrained Characteristics

Emotionally inhibited. Feels forced to compromise, making it difficult for her to form a stable emotional attachment.
The situation is preventing her from establishing herself, but she feels she must make the best of things as they are.

Sacred Secret's Desired Objective

Seeks success, stimulation, and a life full of experience. Wants to develop freely and to shake off the shackles of self-doubt, to win, and to live intensely. Likes contacts with others and is enthusiastic by nature. Receptive to anything new, modern, or intriguing; has many interests and wants to expand her fields of activity. Optimistic about the future.

Sacred Secret's Actual Problem

The fear that she might be prevented from achieving the things she wants leads her to play her part with an urgent and hectic intensity.

Sacred Secret's Actual Problem #2

Fights against restriction or limitation, and insists on developing freely as a result of her own efforts.



Take The Quiz,
Sacred Secret

What's Really Good?

Dude I haven't blogged in forever. Sorry bout that. Not that anyone reads this anymore. Dude. I don't really wanna blog So I'm gonna post some lyrics and a picture describing how I feel. Okay?

And now I'll be a cool person and write up some lyrics for you!

"Into The Ocean" ---Blue October

I'm just a normal boy

That sank when I fell overboard

My ship would leave the country

But I'd rather swim ashore

Without a life vest I'd be stuck again

Wish I was much more masculine

Maybe then I could learn to swim

Like 'fourteen miles away'

Now floating up and down

I spin, colliding into sound

Like whales beneath me diving down

I'm sinking to the bottom of my

Everything that freaks me out

The lighthouse beam has just run out

I'm cold as cold as cold can be

be

I want to swim away but don't know how

Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean

Let the waves up take me down

Let the hurricane set in motion... yeah

Let the rain of what I feel right now...come down

Let the rain come down

Where is the coastguard

I keep looking each direction

For a spotlight, give me something

I need something for protection

Maybe flotsam junk will do just fine

the jetsam sunk, I'm left behind

I'm treading for my life believe me

(How can I keep up this breathing)

Not knowing how to think

I scream aloud, begin to sink

My legs and arms are broken down

With envy for the solid ground

I'm reaching for the life within me

How can one man stop his ending

I thought of just your face

Relaxed, and floated into space

I want to swim away but don't know how

Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean

Let the waves up take me down

Let the hurricane set in motion... yeah

Let the rain of what I feel right now...come down

Let the rain come down

Let the rain come down

Now waking to the sun

I calculate what I had done

Like jumping from the bow(yeah)

Just to prove that I knew how (yeah)

It's midnight's late reminder of

The loss of her, the one I love

My will to quickly end it all

Set front row in my need to fall

Into the ocean, end it all

Into the ocean, end it all

Into the ocean, end it all

into the ocean...end it all

[Zayra]

Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)

Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)

Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)

I want to swim away but don't know how

Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean

Let the waves up take me down

Let the hurricane set in motion (yeah)

Let the rain of what I feel right now...come down

Let the rain come down

Let the rain come down

Into the ocean (goodbye)

end it all (goodbye)

(In to space)Into the ocean (goodbye)

end it all (goodbye)

Into the ocean (goodbye)

end it all (goodbye)

^^Repeat til the end^^

okay..done now...later guys.

twma,

sacred secret

Say Hey!

Hey! People what's going on?! I know it's been a while. I'm a horrible host. *ducks tomatoes* But at least I came back right? Yeah! I've had a good reason as to why I haven't been around anyway! I mean if I didn't have a reason I would just be a jerk. But I do have a reason and those of you that truly read this blog, or that truly know me know what it is/was. Now that that is all almost over and stuff I have better news. I'm Sick! Hooray! lol I hate being sick but it was kind of undeniable. Because Fange' was sick, so I was bound to be sick anyway. *shrug* Oh well. Hey Hey! School is pretty much over right!? Dude it's a been a long year but we made it. Class of '010! lol our number looks dumb, like messed up 101. but that's okay, cause we are in fact the BEST class. Hehehehee and our graduation is going to be awesome. MUWAHAHAHAHA I gotta go now, as I have some patrolling to do. Peace and Love!

Summertime '08,
Sacred Secret

P.S: "Proceed with caution, for this is the land where hearts are burned, morals are tested, and souls are pushed to their very limits. This land is not for the weak, or the easily deterred. This is the land of love." --- Anon. *YOU KNOW*

One Thing..

HAPPY PHURY DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Damn!

Nothin' special right now. I'm working on a story about my friend again. I stopped for a while because I had to stop thinking about his ass. But now I'm back on it and it's looking good. I also have an oral quiz (ha-ha-ha) in French class and I'm sweatin' cause I have not been practicing at all. But enough of my complaining. how have you all been? EEEEKK! I can't wait until tommorrow because we're going to the beach!!!! (Hawaii really but hey!) I'm so excited. Von and his woman were going to come but...something "came up" lol if you knew. If you knew. So it will just be me and John. Hopefully. *crosses her fingers* Like I love having company when I'm out with him but singular is awesome too. Double dating is fun. With my friend and her b/f. It's mega fun. Haahaaa. Anyway have an awesome memorial weekend guys and tell me what you did! Gotta go play Wii now with the fam. Peace!

Wii Like To Play,
Sacred Secret

Blue Ribbon

Hey. I know I haven't been the best of host as of late but I'm seriously swamped with stuff. Like I bombed a math test on Monday-Tuesday. Like totally BOMBED it. Absolutely no chance of getting that one back. It sucks. Then today I was late to school and since I have French class first period I missed that class and I had a quiz in it. So I missed that too. Gonna have to stay after school sometime and take it. Freakin! Ahhhh! Anyway. So I've watched a couple movies since I posted last and "Juno" is amazingly awesome. Like I love it sooo much. Hooray for "Juno" !!!! Also, I've seen Apocalypto and that was awesome too. Hooray!

On another note, Nightmare's birthday is coming up. He'll be getting into the terrible twos. And it shows. -_-; God does it show. He's being such a brat lately. For instance. I got rid of my bunk bed and now I'm sleeping on a mattress on the floor, true? and he gets up on my bed, strutin' like he's cool, then lays down, rolls over, almost falls off the bed. Then what does he dig his claws into so he doesn't fall? My arm of course!!! Yeah. It hurt. But it was like one in the morning so I couldn't scream. I just gasped kinda loud and waited for him to get his balance so he could retract his claws from my flesh. Who else is there to catch you but your parents? Those first few years anyway...

On the topic of parents. This guy I know at school. I don't know him very well he hits on me sometimes and we talk in French but otherwise we're not very close. He came to school today, (we have the same lunch so I saw him then) and his arm was covered in bruises. I was like "Oh my god what happened?" Mind you, this boy is my color. A little lighter but not much. And these bruises were extremely bright on him. He then sat down and told me how his dad beat him the night before with a belt, because he got four F's. Now I understand the need for discipline in this situation. Beating the crap out of him is NOT okay. I told him how I sympathized, I inquired as to if this had happened before, if he had told anyone previously about it. He said he dared not to. If the authorities came to their house his dad would go after him again, with or without the police. He proceeded to show me the larger, more painful bruises and welts, WELTS on his back and the back of his legs. I noticed that he was wearing unusually baggy clothes today. Probably to conceal the evidence.

My heart bled for him. Screamed out in protest that anyone could do this to their child. It isn't right. It's just...so wrong. So very wrong and unnecessary. I am so blessed that I have a loving, stable home. And I thank the stars everyday that I do. Because there are so many children out there that do not. And I feel so bad. To make matters worse for this boy, today is his birthday. He got nothing. I sheepishly told him I would bring him something tomorrow but he waved it off. He said he is used to not getting anything.

This is another thing I understand. But I think everyone should be able to celebrate, happily, the day they were born. They day they were blessed with life. And those who have touched their live and they in return touched someone else's.

God...I could go on forever about this. Child Abuse and Harassment is not an okay thing to do. I don't care who you are. Children are small, and defenseless. Helpless to do anything against the strength of a grown man or woman. Thousands of children die everyday because of child abuse. And even if it isn't continued abuse, children blame themselves for everything. If their parent is mad about something and takes it out on their child, all the while the question "What did I do?" will come through their heads. When they did nothing but simply be a child. Children are not little adults. You can't dress them up in formal adult clothing and expect them to act that way. They are meant to learn and play. To laugh and engage in mischievous little acts. Make friends, go to school, do arts and crafts. Adults are meant to guide and teach and nourish that little spirit. Not beat it down into submission. I could go on and on. but instead I want to show you something.

Murder is the ultimate form of child abuse. Multiple burns and human bites were only part of what killed this ten-month-old infant. His father was convicted of the killing.
Cited from : http://www.violence.de/prescott/hustler-new/article.html

I know this is brutal. I know, most of you already know that hitting and abusing a child is a horrible crime, not only of law but of moral. I know. but for those who don't I want to bring this to their attention. Stop the circles of child abuse. Save a little life.


Blue Ribbons For Kids,
Sacred Secret

Do It

I keep thinking that the need for posting will come back to me. But it hasn't yet. I've been working on a new series like thing of writingdom. It's about a friend of mine. He's awesome. And I end up upsetting him every time I talk to him. So it sucks. But I think I'm helping. Pah! Anywayz. Right now I'm watching Fraggle Rock. A hella old ass show, my mom used to watch when she was a kid. Well a teenager anyway. It's a pretty corny show, but it's got cool music. lol if that makes any sense. I'm sorry I haven't posted in a long time but I haven't wanted to. So I'll see ya when I see ya.

Last to know, Last to show,
Sacred Secret

Sorry About That!

Whoa! It's been forever guys! And I have nothing to tell you! Look I'll admit...I've been cheating on you. With my Laptop. His name his James and he is a little younger than you are...alright! So he's a lot younger! But he treats me well! He's faster than you too! He doesn't have problems with loading, and he is easier to use. Look I don't want to argue with you about this. I just thought you would want to know! Don't yell at me! We have nothing left together! I'm sorry! No, I take that back I'm NOT sorry! You were a jerk to me! You never posted when I wanted you to and then when you did it looked bad! I couldn't handle it anymore so I found someone new. We've had a lot of good times together and I hope we can still be friends after this. Please? I don't want to end it like this Murphy! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO(anyway school has been fine, everything is fine. Hi lover. The Counselor has a girlfriend. I'll tell you about that later. Hm what else? Oh wait..)OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! It can't end this way! I'll kill you so that no one else can have you! Wait! Wait! That's not necessary! Really I'll come back to you I promise! NO! You've already been using him haven't you? How many times have your hands touched his keys!? Tell me! I-I-I don't know! Murphy just calm down! AIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!! (ooo that had to hurt. Anyhow, how many of you read Lost Words? The blog I mean. I'm sure there's a book out there too. But you should read it (the blog) and get into the foxy loop. I love those too a lot so check them out! I think they might even post more than I do!) Murphy why!?! WHY!??! OH GOD! WAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! W-W-WAAAAHHHH!!! *cries hysterically* You didn't have to do it! I would have come back to you! I know we could have worked it out somehow! NOOOOO!!! (jeez...drama much. Those two are always fighting. Peh. Oh Nightmare is doing well. For those of you who tuned in during his bad break. When he was attacked by those dogs? Well he's sitting here in my lap all twelve pounds of him, rendering my typing skills almost useless.) *runs off screaming carrying Murphy's body with her* I know I can fix you!! Who Knows Alchemy!?!?!
.....okay then...anyway back to normal stuff. Maybe I'll post a picture of him when I get the chance. Which should be relatively soon. He's two now. God he's gotten so big since I got him. But I love him more and more all the time. Though the scratching could occur less...Don't even think I'm getting him declawed! That's just mean! Besides, the cats I know would be pissed. They all probably winced at the thought! (sorry bout that guys) Jeez some people...anywayz I'm gonna try to get a picture of Night for you so you can see how big he is. Later Gator.

Flyin In The Wrong Direction,
Sacred Secret

P.S: MY NEW YEARS RESOLUTION DOESN'T COUNT ANYMORE!!!! =]

Long Time No...Sniff?

I don't know, I'm really just here to tell you that I'm alive and I don't want to tell you guys a whole lot right now. Me and Tyler broke up. I can't say I'm not happy. Because I am. I really am. I like being single, and being held down in a boring relationship isn't fun to me. I'm going to see if I can 'find' one more suitable for my tastes after being single for a little while. It's more fun when I can shamelessly flirt with anyone. It's fun to go places and check guys out without feeling guilty. And I may be an asshole for going on pity dates but I feel bad if I break up with them. Anyway, I'm listening to "Go on Girl" by Ne-Yo right now. It's a hot song. It reminds me of.....nevermind ^_^ there are a couple other dongs by Ne-Yo that remind me of him as well. Because he sings them a lot. But this song also reminds me of V, because it fits him. I gotta go now, I'ma go talk to the guys. Because I have nothing better to do until I gotta work.

(last night by the way? ROCKED)

I'm Rite,
Sacred Secret

Oh My Dear God Why!?!?!

Why? Why God Why would you bestow this HORRIBLE thing upon one of your greatest creations?! Women do not deserve this! CRAMPS SHOULD NOT EXIST! This I will tell you over and over again because it is true! The bane of my existence would be these spasms of pain that shoot through your entire abdomen so bad it makes you curl into a ball and fall on the floor drying wanting to die because you hurt so fucking bad. WHY DO THESE EXIST?! I want to know what MORON even discovered them to exist! If they didn't have a name maybe they would be easier to deny. From now on just refer to them as "Oh! Damn that hurt!" or something. So maybe we females can make the bodily world a better place for the generations to come. I've been at home ALL DAY because of these fucking things. Trust me if I could have moved I would have gone to school. I have three tests tomorrow that I could have been studying for today, god knows what I messed in french class! Math is forever confusing missing any of that is bad news. We aren't doing too much in Social Studies, English I'm working on right now. And P.E can kiss my ass. I didn't suit up yesterday because I lose the damn key to my locker and then today I didn't come so that's fifteen points off this week. Plus whatever else that fat old whorish, sexist chauvinistic pig marked me down for. I don't even want to be here right now, but I know no matter where I go it's gonna suck and I don't want to put someone else through this too so I'll just stay. What use is leaving? Anyway.......ow GOD! NEVERMIND!

F******* A!,
Sacred Secret

P.S: *sighs* Sorry for cursing so much....

Hey Guys

I don't have anything to say.

Hi guys. Can't wait until tonight.

See you all later

I accept your offer.

TWMA,
Sacred Secret

P.S: If you don't know, don't speak.

I Love You

You ARE beautiful.



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I Love Your Body,
Sacred Secret