Friday, April 17, 2009
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Sick...?
So I'm sick. As an intermission to my poem and my weird Jesus story/dream. I thought since I'm feeling like death and sitting at the computer listening to music, I should blog. Everything other than me feeling like shit is good. there isn't a whole lot to tell you...if you give a shit, Tyler is dating Abby. .... Yeah thats what I said. But its all good. They're...happy. So thats all that matters. I was typing with one hand for a while and things were moving really slowly.
Its WASL week, in other news. And I don't have to get up until 930 (technically) 'cause school starts, for me, at 10. But I went today at normal time (its an option) and wandered around until I ran into a friend and we ended up in the Ceramics room with another friend. We made dumb stuff and *crosses fingers* hopefully they'll get fired. ^_^ That was fun, and tomorrow I'll probably go in at the same time to do it again. 'Cause it was really fun. How did your past weekend go? I don't want to talk about mine. What are you doing next weekend? Thats cool...Uh....The song I'm listening to right now is;
"1,2,3,4" by the Plain White T's.
Normally, I can't stand them. But its an alright song. And I had to see what the hype was about. Well I guess, I'll go now and maybe lie down or something. Ugh....
Twma,
Sacred Secret
Its WASL week, in other news. And I don't have to get up until 930 (technically) 'cause school starts, for me, at 10. But I went today at normal time (its an option) and wandered around until I ran into a friend and we ended up in the Ceramics room with another friend. We made dumb stuff and *crosses fingers* hopefully they'll get fired. ^_^ That was fun, and tomorrow I'll probably go in at the same time to do it again. 'Cause it was really fun. How did your past weekend go? I don't want to talk about mine. What are you doing next weekend? Thats cool...Uh....The song I'm listening to right now is;
"1,2,3,4" by the Plain White T's.
Normally, I can't stand them. But its an alright song. And I had to see what the hype was about. Well I guess, I'll go now and maybe lie down or something. Ugh....
Twma,
Sacred Secret
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Telephone 1
I was sitting on the couch sippin' a dry martini, and watchin some dumb horror movie on T.V, You know the ones where all the women are stupid and the men die? Yeah. Anyway, watchin T.V when the phone rings. -RING RING RING- Thanks. So, I glance over at the caller ID and it says 'Calling...Home.' Sighing, I picked it up and expected my mother to launch into some crazy rant about how my socks are always dirty or something. With my eyes trying to see my brain I spoke into the receiver my reluctant greeting; "Hello?"
"Hey, Kris. How're you doing?"
I pulled the phone away from my ear, placed a hand over the speaker, and looked down at the Caller ID again. It said 'Connected...Home.' It shifted looks between the ID and the receiver as though one of them was lying to me. I didn't know who this guy was, or how he got my number but it was freakin' me out. He sounded like he could be my older brother if I had one. I reconnected my ear to the phone, still watching the ID to reassure myself it stayed on 'Home'.
"Who is this?"
"Will you believe me if I tell you?"
I rolled my eyes. "Well it depends on who you think you are."
"To be honest, I know my name and I know who I am. I'm calling to answer your questions though so, My name is Jesus."
It couldn't help it, laughter exploded from me and I almost spilled my martini. It was a good couple minutes before I could breathe again and reply, "Your name is what? Your not serious!"
"I expected that response. You asked me my name and I told you."
"I didn't want you to lie to me."
"I would never. What reason do I have?"
"I dunno. Prank call?"
"Prank call? I don't have time for prank calls, Kris. How can I prove this to you?"
"What am I thinking right now?"
"Your very confused, nervous, afraid. You think I'm crazy. You think your paranoid. This could never happen. Do they have phones in heaven?"
"Holy shit!...er...sorry about that."
He laughs. "Its alright, I like that one."
So I'm sitting there, blinking with my mouth pulling its own goldfish act. "Wow...Okay so...what did you call for...Sir? Mister? Do I call you My Lord or something?"
He's still snickering on the other end of the phone...wherever the other end was... "Nah, Jesus works, or Son, or whatever. Call me John if you want."
"What about Smithy?" I had just finished playing 'Smithy's Quest' online a while ago.
"If you want."
"Right. Okay, Smithy, what did you call for?"
"You had a question."
"Do you call everyone that has a question?"
"Everybody gets one."
"Okay then...Wait one question or one call?"
"Well obviously you get more than one question."
"Oh."
"So?"
"Okay...Why is the sky blue?"
He sighs and there's some kind of rattling on the other end. "That's a fluke. The atmosphere is really reflective so its mimicking the color of the water."
"Really?"
"Well I'm not lying."
"Right Right. Sorry."
"Its fine. Next? C'mon give me something difficult."
"Does everyone have a soul?"
More rattling, "Yes. Your soul determines where you wind up in the afterlife. Heaven, Hell, Earth, Limbo."
"Shit, there's really a Hell?"
"Wal-Mart exists doesn't it?"
"True..."
TBC....
"Hey, Kris. How're you doing?"
I pulled the phone away from my ear, placed a hand over the speaker, and looked down at the Caller ID again. It said 'Connected...Home.' It shifted looks between the ID and the receiver as though one of them was lying to me. I didn't know who this guy was, or how he got my number but it was freakin' me out. He sounded like he could be my older brother if I had one. I reconnected my ear to the phone, still watching the ID to reassure myself it stayed on 'Home'.
"Who is this?"
"Will you believe me if I tell you?"
I rolled my eyes. "Well it depends on who you think you are."
"To be honest, I know my name and I know who I am. I'm calling to answer your questions though so, My name is Jesus."
It couldn't help it, laughter exploded from me and I almost spilled my martini. It was a good couple minutes before I could breathe again and reply, "Your name is what? Your not serious!"
"I expected that response. You asked me my name and I told you."
"I didn't want you to lie to me."
"I would never. What reason do I have?"
"I dunno. Prank call?"
"Prank call? I don't have time for prank calls, Kris. How can I prove this to you?"
"What am I thinking right now?"
"Your very confused, nervous, afraid. You think I'm crazy. You think your paranoid. This could never happen. Do they have phones in heaven?"
"Holy shit!...er...sorry about that."
He laughs. "Its alright, I like that one."
So I'm sitting there, blinking with my mouth pulling its own goldfish act. "Wow...Okay so...what did you call for...Sir? Mister? Do I call you My Lord or something?"
He's still snickering on the other end of the phone...wherever the other end was... "Nah, Jesus works, or Son, or whatever. Call me John if you want."
"What about Smithy?" I had just finished playing 'Smithy's Quest' online a while ago.
"If you want."
"Right. Okay, Smithy, what did you call for?"
"You had a question."
"Do you call everyone that has a question?"
"Everybody gets one."
"Okay then...Wait one question or one call?"
"Well obviously you get more than one question."
"Oh."
"So?"
"Okay...Why is the sky blue?"
He sighs and there's some kind of rattling on the other end. "That's a fluke. The atmosphere is really reflective so its mimicking the color of the water."
"Really?"
"Well I'm not lying."
"Right Right. Sorry."
"Its fine. Next? C'mon give me something difficult."
"Does everyone have a soul?"
More rattling, "Yes. Your soul determines where you wind up in the afterlife. Heaven, Hell, Earth, Limbo."
"Shit, there's really a Hell?"
"Wal-Mart exists doesn't it?"
"True..."
TBC....
Monday, March 16, 2009
Begin It
Let me tell you this, in words you'll understand.
Where music fails, and pens run dry,
And the keys stick to the board.
When your paint brush busts,
Your charcoal snaps.
Your muse runs from you screaming.
Let me tell you this in wors you'll understand
Cause theres nothing in this word better than
What we've got.
You had it and lost it
I found you there
In the gutter of the City, where no one knows
Your there.
And you needed me so I lent a hand
But you pushed me away,
Said you could stand.
So I watched, and I waited
For you to make your move.
But still you sit there,
Reclined and Recluse.
What can I do?
To mend what they've broken,
Won't you give me that final token?
The gift that will lead me to my Paradise
the field of your heart.
Your soul, that is Light.
Let me find your fountain of tears
and drain it of its sorrow
Let not another teardrop fall
Unless it falls in joy.
Finish It.
Where music fails, and pens run dry,
And the keys stick to the board.
When your paint brush busts,
Your charcoal snaps.
Your muse runs from you screaming.
Let me tell you this in wors you'll understand
Cause theres nothing in this word better than
What we've got.
You had it and lost it
I found you there
In the gutter of the City, where no one knows
Your there.
And you needed me so I lent a hand
But you pushed me away,
Said you could stand.
So I watched, and I waited
For you to make your move.
But still you sit there,
Reclined and Recluse.
What can I do?
To mend what they've broken,
Won't you give me that final token?
The gift that will lead me to my Paradise
the field of your heart.
Your soul, that is Light.
Let me find your fountain of tears
and drain it of its sorrow
Let not another teardrop fall
Unless it falls in joy.
Finish It.
Friday, January 16, 2009
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Pssst!!!
Hey dude! Its snowing! In December! Holy cow! No really like, its snowing. We've had late start all week, yesterday school was closed. Today was late start then it started snowing hella hard and everybody went home. HAHAHA its awesome! Anyway, I figured I'd post again 'cause I have some time and nothing to do yet. I can't wait until Christmas, by the way. Its gonna be awesome. GIFTS. To be given! And gotten I'm sure but I'm not excited about those anymore. I want to show give gifts and see faces. YES! Its gonna be awesome. Now I have gifts for all the important people. My mom, Hito,Fange', John, Tyler, Lafa.* Everyone. All is well. ^_^ I'm excited!!! WOOHOO! I'm thinking that my gifts won't be as cool as other gifts but its the thought that counts right? MHM! I'm excited excited excited!!! I hope I'll be able to make it to Fange's this weekend. Cross your fingers!! Well I'm just here to tell you about the snow. Maybe I can get inspired today and look to a deeply neglected Cael. (SORRY! :( ) yup yup. See what I can do. So much free time, don't know what to do with myself. Keep it chill.
Bada bah bah bah!,
Sacred Secret
Bada bah bah bah!,
Sacred Secret
Wednesday, December 03, 2008
To Be
To be loved again.
Wanted again.
Remember what that feels like?
Warm arms wrap around you
Tender embraces
Fond memories
Someone to lean on in times of need.
To be wanted again.
To be loved again.
If only for a night.
Wouldn’t have to pay
For the acceptance I yearn for
It isn’t to be.
I’ve cursed myself to this.
No one to blame but my own calling
Now they all have fallen.
Those who called me by my name
Now lay in separate graves.
Those who call me now are whores.
Who want nothing more than coin.
Those I pay on the coldest nights
Have no name with which to turn my head
Every sigh I draw
Each moan and ragged panting
Scrapes raw at my soul
Lending me no breath of my own
Though my body strains and relaxes
Stress eased for a time
The weight upon my shoulders
Only grows heavier.
With no one to share this burden
I walk.
Guarding the world I once walked in.
Long ago I cursed myself
Blinded by pride, and greed
I experienced agony.
Watching those I have always loved
Fall into nothingness
Wither into dust.
Each member of my family,
Every woman I have ever taken into my heart.
Gone.
Forever alone I wander
Holding myself at a distance
From those who would hold me.
I will not make that mistake again.
When I walk this earth again
Among the living,
Among my friends
I will have proven I am capable
Of learning
Of trying.
I can understand mercy
And sacrifice.
I have learned pain and defeat.
Over the long years I have learned.
I am only One.
Against Many.
Though I may be strong
Perhaps fast and intelligent
There is always one better.
I must work.
Work to be better and learn.
When I may walk again
I hope to find my soul.
Wish to find the one who holds it
And die one day.
Surrounded by loved ones.
To be the one buried instead of the one to
Bury.
To be loved again.
Wanted again.
Do you remember what that feels like?
Remember?,
Sacred Secret
Sunday, November 30, 2008
iPersonic
I Am A Sensitive Doer (SD)
Sensitive Doers are gentle, modest and reserved persons. They cope well with everyday life and like their privacy. With their quiet, optimistic nature, they are also good, sought-after listeners and other people feel well in their company. All in all, this type is the most likeable and friendliest of all personality types. Tolerance and heir regard for others distinguish their personality. They are very caring, generous and always willing to help. They are open to and interested in everything that is new or unknown to them. However, if their inner value system or their sense of justice is hurt, Sensitive Doers can suddenly and surprisingly become forceful and assertive.
Sensitive Doers enjoy the comforts life offers to the full. They are very happy in everyday life.
Sensitive Doers are often gifted artists or very good craftsmen. Creativity, imagination and an especially keen perception are just a few of their strong points.
Sensitive Doers are very presence-oriented; long-term planning and preparations do not appeal to them. They take life as it comes and react flexibly to daily demands. They do not like too much routine and predictability. Their talents come more to the fore when work processes are variable and there are not so many rules. Sensitive Doers like to work alone; if they are part of a team, they do not get involved in competitive or power games and prefer living and working together harmoniously and openly.
Sensitive Doers are completely satisfied with a small, close circle of friends as their need for social contacts is not very marked. Here, too, they avoid conflicts - quarrels and disputes put considerable strain on them. Sensitive Doers are often very fond of animals and are very good with small children.
As partner, this type is loyal and reliable and is willing to invest a lot in a relationship. Mutual respect and tolerance are very important to Sensitive Doers. Their love of pleasure makes them a pleasant companion with whom one can experience intensive moments. They like to look after their partner with attentiveness and small gifts and are very sensitive to the partner’s needs - often more than to their own.
However, should they meet the wrong person, they run the risk of being taken advantage of. They are then deeply disappointed.
Adjectives which describe your type
introverted, practical, emotional, spontaneous, sensitive, peace-loving, reserved, gentle, good-natured, independent, empathetic, friendly, playful, carefree, sympathetic, relaxed, quiet, modest, pleasure-loving, loyal, obliging, caring, helpful, optimistic
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Who Are You?
Sensitive Doers are gentle, modest and reserved persons. They cope well with everyday life and like their privacy. With their quiet, optimistic nature, they are also good, sought-after listeners and other people feel well in their company. All in all, this type is the most likeable and friendliest of all personality types. Tolerance and heir regard for others distinguish their personality. They are very caring, generous and always willing to help. They are open to and interested in everything that is new or unknown to them. However, if their inner value system or their sense of justice is hurt, Sensitive Doers can suddenly and surprisingly become forceful and assertive.
Sensitive Doers enjoy the comforts life offers to the full. They are very happy in everyday life.
Sensitive Doers are often gifted artists or very good craftsmen. Creativity, imagination and an especially keen perception are just a few of their strong points.
Sensitive Doers are very presence-oriented; long-term planning and preparations do not appeal to them. They take life as it comes and react flexibly to daily demands. They do not like too much routine and predictability. Their talents come more to the fore when work processes are variable and there are not so many rules. Sensitive Doers like to work alone; if they are part of a team, they do not get involved in competitive or power games and prefer living and working together harmoniously and openly.
Sensitive Doers are completely satisfied with a small, close circle of friends as their need for social contacts is not very marked. Here, too, they avoid conflicts - quarrels and disputes put considerable strain on them. Sensitive Doers are often very fond of animals and are very good with small children.
As partner, this type is loyal and reliable and is willing to invest a lot in a relationship. Mutual respect and tolerance are very important to Sensitive Doers. Their love of pleasure makes them a pleasant companion with whom one can experience intensive moments. They like to look after their partner with attentiveness and small gifts and are very sensitive to the partner’s needs - often more than to their own.
However, should they meet the wrong person, they run the risk of being taken advantage of. They are then deeply disappointed.
Adjectives which describe your type
introverted, practical, emotional, spontaneous, sensitive, peace-loving, reserved, gentle, good-natured, independent, empathetic, friendly, playful, carefree, sympathetic, relaxed, quiet, modest, pleasure-loving, loyal, obliging, caring, helpful, optimistic
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Who Are You?
Monday, November 24, 2008
Voices In My Head
So you can guess that sometimes when I'm bored (rather all the time for every reason) I recede into my head just to do whatever. And when I'm in my head someone else is here. Right? Right. So today i'm in my head, watching whoever is here (which just happens to be Christina) and she was walking through the halls at lunch, going to the choir room. Whatever. And gets tackled by my stalker (child abuse guy?) and she elbows him in the gut. HARD. It was like reflex. Instataneous. She didn't even like squeak when he pounced on her or anything just *pounce* *BAM* *whimper* It was great. And he backed off like "owwww why'd you do that?" And she was like "oh sorry you scared me." HAHAHAHA it was awesome. First I felt bad for him, then her, then it was hilarious. Anyway. Thats all I got for you. Oh yeah, quick rundown.
Math sucks
French is hard
History is cool
Physics is amazing
Science sucks
IB English SUCKS HARD
and thats it. My day was great and everything is good beans. Later, loves!
TWMA,
Sacred Secret
P.S: F**K YEAH!
Math sucks
French is hard
History is cool
Physics is amazing
Science sucks
IB English SUCKS HARD
and thats it. My day was great and everything is good beans. Later, loves!
TWMA,
Sacred Secret
P.S: F**K YEAH!
Friday, November 14, 2008
Away From Me
Ever want to just tell people to shut the hell up and go away? Me too.
Anyway, whats up guys? I'm good. I have so much IB homework right now because I'm SUCH A SLACKER. lol its my own fault but still. Jeez! I have to read an entire book, come up with a theme and start working on my essay this weekend. "Why aren't you doing it now?" you might ask. Well Its because as I said before: I'm a slacker. I'm a procrastinator. An underachiever*. And a Failure*. Woohoo! lol I love that. I also feel sick as hell. but that should go away soon....hopefully...and if not there's always meds! ^_^ yay! lol no drugs are bad...kinda...j/k j/k. So how have you all been this week? Didn't it go by super slow? I think it did. But my MySpace has gotten a lot of stardom. By me anyway. lol Dude. I want to be hyper but I'm tired. So only my thoughts and words are hyper. My body is like "What the hell, mind? Can I get some sleep?" and my mind is like "UHhhhh NO! Hahahahaha!" Y'know? It's gay. I want to bring bac that one Voice, cause he sleeps WAY hard. Like there is no waking that guy up unless he wants to be woke! lol I kid. His commander could probably do it. (and so can my alarm clock I guess) Or maybe he's just a very trained man. Lots of self-discipline. But people in the military tend to have that. In abundance. Trying to share with everyone. True? You know people like that? I do. Obviously. Hmmm....well thats it I guess. Go check out Fange's blog!
Love. Life. Laughter,
Sacred Secret
Anyway, whats up guys? I'm good. I have so much IB homework right now because I'm SUCH A SLACKER. lol its my own fault but still. Jeez! I have to read an entire book, come up with a theme and start working on my essay this weekend. "Why aren't you doing it now?" you might ask. Well Its because as I said before: I'm a slacker. I'm a procrastinator. An underachiever*. And a Failure*. Woohoo! lol I love that. I also feel sick as hell. but that should go away soon....hopefully...and if not there's always meds! ^_^ yay! lol no drugs are bad...kinda...j/k j/k. So how have you all been this week? Didn't it go by super slow? I think it did. But my MySpace has gotten a lot of stardom. By me anyway. lol Dude. I want to be hyper but I'm tired. So only my thoughts and words are hyper. My body is like "What the hell, mind? Can I get some sleep?" and my mind is like "UHhhhh NO! Hahahahaha!" Y'know? It's gay. I want to bring bac that one Voice, cause he sleeps WAY hard. Like there is no waking that guy up unless he wants to be woke! lol I kid. His commander could probably do it. (and so can my alarm clock I guess) Or maybe he's just a very trained man. Lots of self-discipline. But people in the military tend to have that. In abundance. Trying to share with everyone. True? You know people like that? I do. Obviously. Hmmm....well thats it I guess. Go check out Fange's blog!
Love. Life. Laughter,
Sacred Secret
Monday, November 10, 2008
132
So this is my one hundredth and thirty second post. Sounds like big. but not as big as if I had blogged like everyday since I got this. Mr.Blog seems a little neglected...but happy. Maybe I should give him a make over. But like dude. I'm cold right now. Even though I took a 400 degree shower. (hotter than my normal shower cause I had to get the smell of PEOPLE off me) I went to the Twilight Tour thingy. It was cool. But I don't have a lot to say about it right now. So ask me later maybe. Uhmm...I'm bored. I don't really have a lot to say so I'll probably get offline and mull around a while before either going to sleep or getting back online. I dunno. We'll see.
"OMG RIGHT NOW",
Sacred Secret
P.S: Laurent is my new favorite....then Edward. ^_^
"OMG RIGHT NOW",
Sacred Secret
P.S: Laurent is my new favorite....then Edward. ^_^
Thursday, November 06, 2008
Watch It Fall
(unedited)
Something in the distance is calling me,
calling me
Telling me, telling me
I need to get up.
I've got to move, I've got to go.
Get going get going, you're missing it all
I can't take this pressure this insanity
Let me breathe let me be let me
Fly.
Now I want to take it off
Shed my clothing of society
Spread my wings, open my eyes
Take that running leap.
Let her go, watch her fall
Crubling into the mist
Falling into the endless abyss.
Let me take it off
Shed my skin
This cutting sin
Is banishing me from reality.
So let me go, watch me fall
Watch me fall
Part my lips and scream your name
Let me go 'til I can't breathe.
I can't wait any longer.
I've got to take the
Jump.
Let me go, watch me fall
Into this abyss of lonliness
Let me scream, let me die
Watch my pain.
I'm not thinking
I'm just sinking to the place
Where I Belong
So let me go, watch me fall
Watch me fall
Watch us fall...
Sacred Secret
Something in the distance is calling me,
calling me
Telling me, telling me
I need to get up.
I've got to move, I've got to go.
Get going get going, you're missing it all
I can't take this pressure this insanity
Let me breathe let me be let me
Fly.
Now I want to take it off
Shed my clothing of society
Spread my wings, open my eyes
Take that running leap.
Let her go, watch her fall
Crubling into the mist
Falling into the endless abyss.
Let me take it off
Shed my skin
This cutting sin
Is banishing me from reality.
So let me go, watch me fall
Watch me fall
Part my lips and scream your name
Let me go 'til I can't breathe.
I can't wait any longer.
I've got to take the
Jump.
Let me go, watch me fall
Into this abyss of lonliness
Let me scream, let me die
Watch my pain.
I'm not thinking
I'm just sinking to the place
Where I Belong
So let me go, watch me fall
Watch me fall
Watch us fall...
Sacred Secret
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
OBAMA
OBAMA JUST WON DOOD. SERIOUSLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
That's right. He did it! What say you now, non-believers?
Yes We Can,
Sacred Secret
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
We've Got Spirit, Yes We Do!
Okay so there's this sign in the hallway at my school that says "Spirit takes ya high!"
Tell me honestly.
Doesn't that make you think of drugs?
And the sign is on bright paper with paint spatter all around it and crazy flowery stuff and stuff.
Tell me it doesn't remind you of drugs! Hippies and drugs dude. Really.
Anyway. DUDE! I'm A GOD-AUNT! lol *heart star squee*
lol you're probably like tres wtf I know but my guy-friends friend (yay Chels) said that I can be the god-aunt of her baby boy. I' m so super excited!!! Squee!! I want to get him a bunch of cutesy little baby things. She'll have to tell me when her shower is, 'cause I wanna go (if she'll let me)
Let's seee. School is fine (IB IS A B*TCH), life in general is almost puuuurrfect. It'll be better after the "flow". Y'know. But anywho....the Voices are goodish. There was some recent weirdness. Lots of fighting and a couple of people got hurt but nothing big. Everyone is fine now. I'd tell you more but I don't want to anymore. So I'll see you all later. Byeeee!!
Can't Wait!,
Sacred Secret
Tell me honestly.
Doesn't that make you think of drugs?
And the sign is on bright paper with paint spatter all around it and crazy flowery stuff and stuff.
Tell me it doesn't remind you of drugs! Hippies and drugs dude. Really.
Anyway. DUDE! I'm A GOD-AUNT! lol *heart star squee*
lol you're probably like tres wtf I know but my guy-friends friend (yay Chels) said that I can be the god-aunt of her baby boy. I' m so super excited!!! Squee!! I want to get him a bunch of cutesy little baby things. She'll have to tell me when her shower is, 'cause I wanna go (if she'll let me)
Let's seee. School is fine (IB IS A B*TCH), life in general is almost puuuurrfect. It'll be better after the "flow". Y'know. But anywho....the Voices are goodish. There was some recent weirdness. Lots of fighting and a couple of people got hurt but nothing big. Everyone is fine now. I'd tell you more but I don't want to anymore. So I'll see you all later. Byeeee!!
Can't Wait!,
Sacred Secret
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Color Quiz 3!!
YOU KNOW WHAT TIME IT IS!!!
COLOR QUIZ!
Sacred Secret's Existing Situation
Sensuous. Inclined to luxuriate in things which give gratification to the senses, but rejects anything tasteless, vulgar, or coarse.
Sacred Secret's Stress Sources
Wants to overcome a feeling of emptiness and of separation from others. Believes that life still has far more to offer and that she may miss her share of experiences if she fails to make the best use of every opportunity. She therefore pursues her objectives with a fierce intensity and commits herself deeply and readily. Feels herself to be completely competent in any field in which she engages, and can sometimes be considered by others to be interfering or meddlesome.
Sacred Secret's Restrained Characteristics
Emotionally inhibited. Feels forced to compromise, making it difficult for her to form a stable emotional attachment.
The situation is preventing her from establishing herself, but she feels she must make the best of things as they are.
Sacred Secret's Desired Objective
Seeks success, stimulation, and a life full of experience. Wants to develop freely and to shake off the shackles of self-doubt, to win, and to live intensely. Likes contacts with others and is enthusiastic by nature. Receptive to anything new, modern, or intriguing; has many interests and wants to expand her fields of activity. Optimistic about the future.
Sacred Secret's Actual Problem
The fear that she might be prevented from achieving the things she wants leads her to play her part with an urgent and hectic intensity.
Sacred Secret's Actual Problem #2
Fights against restriction or limitation, and insists on developing freely as a result of her own efforts.
Take The Quiz,
Sacred Secret
COLOR QUIZ!
Sacred Secret's Existing Situation
Sensuous. Inclined to luxuriate in things which give gratification to the senses, but rejects anything tasteless, vulgar, or coarse.
Sacred Secret's Stress Sources
Wants to overcome a feeling of emptiness and of separation from others. Believes that life still has far more to offer and that she may miss her share of experiences if she fails to make the best use of every opportunity. She therefore pursues her objectives with a fierce intensity and commits herself deeply and readily. Feels herself to be completely competent in any field in which she engages, and can sometimes be considered by others to be interfering or meddlesome.
Sacred Secret's Restrained Characteristics
Emotionally inhibited. Feels forced to compromise, making it difficult for her to form a stable emotional attachment.
The situation is preventing her from establishing herself, but she feels she must make the best of things as they are.
Sacred Secret's Desired Objective
Seeks success, stimulation, and a life full of experience. Wants to develop freely and to shake off the shackles of self-doubt, to win, and to live intensely. Likes contacts with others and is enthusiastic by nature. Receptive to anything new, modern, or intriguing; has many interests and wants to expand her fields of activity. Optimistic about the future.
Sacred Secret's Actual Problem
The fear that she might be prevented from achieving the things she wants leads her to play her part with an urgent and hectic intensity.
Sacred Secret's Actual Problem #2
Fights against restriction or limitation, and insists on developing freely as a result of her own efforts.
Take The Quiz,
Sacred Secret
Monday, September 08, 2008
What's Really Good?
Dude I haven't blogged in forever. Sorry bout that. Not that anyone reads this anymore. Dude. I don't really wanna blog So I'm gonna post some lyrics and a picture describing how I feel. Okay?
And now I'll be a cool person and write up some lyrics for you!
"Into The Ocean" ---Blue October
I'm just a normal boy
That sank when I fell overboard
My ship would leave the country
But I'd rather swim ashore
Without a life vest I'd be stuck again
Wish I was much more masculine
Maybe then I could learn to swim
Like 'fourteen miles away'
Now floating up and down
I spin, colliding into sound
Like whales beneath me diving down
I'm sinking to the bottom of my
Everything that freaks me out
The lighthouse beam has just run out
I'm cold as cold as cold can be
be
I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion... yeah
Let the rain of what I feel right now...come down
Let the rain come down
Where is the coastguard
I keep looking each direction
For a spotlight, give me something
I need something for protection
Maybe flotsam junk will do just fine
the jetsam sunk, I'm left behind
I'm treading for my life believe me
(How can I keep up this breathing)
Not knowing how to think
I scream aloud, begin to sink
My legs and arms are broken down
With envy for the solid ground
I'm reaching for the life within me
How can one man stop his ending
I thought of just your face
Relaxed, and floated into space
I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion... yeah
Let the rain of what I feel right now...come down
Let the rain come down
Let the rain come down
Now waking to the sun
I calculate what I had done
Like jumping from the bow(yeah)
Just to prove that I knew how (yeah)
It's midnight's late reminder of
The loss of her, the one I love
My will to quickly end it all
Set front row in my need to fall
Into the ocean, end it all
Into the ocean, end it all
Into the ocean, end it all
into the ocean...end it all
[Zayra]
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion (yeah)
Let the rain of what I feel right now...come down
Let the rain come down
Let the rain come down
Into the ocean (goodbye)
end it all (goodbye)
(In to space)Into the ocean (goodbye)
end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye)
end it all (goodbye)
^^Repeat til the end^^
okay..done now...later guys.
twma,
sacred secret
Monday, June 16, 2008
Say Hey!
Hey! People what's going on?! I know it's been a while. I'm a horrible host. *ducks tomatoes* But at least I came back right? Yeah! I've had a good reason as to why I haven't been around anyway! I mean if I didn't have a reason I would just be a jerk. But I do have a reason and those of you that truly read this blog, or that truly know me know what it is/was. Now that that is all almost over and stuff I have better news. I'm Sick! Hooray! lol I hate being sick but it was kind of undeniable. Because Fange' was sick, so I was bound to be sick anyway. *shrug* Oh well. Hey Hey! School is pretty much over right!? Dude it's a been a long year but we made it. Class of '010! lol our number looks dumb, like messed up 101. but that's okay, cause we are in fact the BEST class. Hehehehee and our graduation is going to be awesome. MUWAHAHAHAHA I gotta go now, as I have some patrolling to do. Peace and Love!
Summertime '08,
Sacred Secret
P.S: "Proceed with caution, for this is the land where hearts are burned, morals are tested, and souls are pushed to their very limits. This land is not for the weak, or the easily deterred. This is the land of love." --- Anon. *YOU KNOW*
Summertime '08,
Sacred Secret
P.S: "Proceed with caution, for this is the land where hearts are burned, morals are tested, and souls are pushed to their very limits. This land is not for the weak, or the easily deterred. This is the land of love." --- Anon. *YOU KNOW*
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
Thursday, May 22, 2008
Damn!
Nothin' special right now. I'm working on a story about my friend again. I stopped for a while because I had to stop thinking about his ass. But now I'm back on it and it's looking good. I also have an oral quiz (ha-ha-ha) in French class and I'm sweatin' cause I have not been practicing at all. But enough of my complaining. how have you all been? EEEEKK! I can't wait until tommorrow because we're going to the beach!!!! (Hawaii really but hey!) I'm so excited. Von and his woman were going to come but...something "came up" lol if you knew. If you knew. So it will just be me and John. Hopefully. *crosses her fingers* Like I love having company when I'm out with him but singular is awesome too. Double dating is fun. With my friend and her b/f. It's mega fun. Haahaaa. Anyway have an awesome memorial weekend guys and tell me what you did! Gotta go play Wii now with the fam. Peace!
Wii Like To Play,
Sacred Secret
Wii Like To Play,
Sacred Secret
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