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It's not Fat Albert! Do you know the way to do eBay? Contemplation Demonstration or repetition condition of mentality disposition. Yes? No? Greenenbo. PSP PS2 xbox gamecube and wii. Gaming for gamers by gaming gamers? http://fanboys-online.com/ is an awesome comic you should go there. Friends and Lovers and Baby's Daddy's and Baby's Momma's. Little Kids and Old ones. Adults and Teens. Hair and Baldness restless leg syndrome. Cancer, AIDS, premarital sex and masturbation. Abortion, Prolife, proage, and cell phones. Driving drunk and driving sober tired anger cold and heated. Swimming naked, temples, nudist colonies and polygamy. YouTube, Fanfiction.net, Hampsters and Neopets. MySpace, Bebo, My Yearbook and The H. French class, Spanish class, German, Japanese. Sign language, deaf guys, blind people and mutes. Dwarfs, midgets, preemies, blacks. Asians, natives, Mexicans and whites. Computers, technology, videos and DVDs. Typing, Writing, reading, publishing. Can it. Forget it. Relieve it. Memorize it. Listen. Hear. Think. Relive. Promise. Keep. Children. Wealthy. Poor. Thoughts. Lead. Wars. Peace Happiness. Jokes. Retaliate. Harmony. Joy. Names. Forgotten. Numbers and math for science and chemistry. Sex ed and physical education balled up into one. reading and writing are next to electives while math is next to phys ed. Friendship and rivalry. Books and magazines.

Controversy.


Think About It,
Sacred Secret

"I Like You On Your Knees."

Don't even ask about the title if you don't already know. It's just too funny, you would have to have been there (or have a nasty mind) to understand. So anyway. How any of you have seen "RENT" the movie? Or heard "Seasons Of Love" the theme from that movie? If you haven't heard it check it out. But there's a really high note in that song somewhere around the end and I want to be able to do that I can't. (the last 21 secondsish.) I can do the end of that but I can't for anything hit the beginning. I don't know how I should say. I'm listening to Ike play his ukulele. It's so cool ^_^ Ukulele's look like really small guitars (its a gitar strang!) and the sound so awesome. Ike plays his all the time, so he's good at it. I don't really have anything else to say to you all today....hm I'll see if I have something in my files for you to read... I don't think I've let you read this yet...I hope you all like it because I wasn't going to post it but I feel nice today so... here you go:

May I Play With You?

You think I care?
Think I care what you think of me?
Do you honestly think I care about you or your opinion?
Well…
I do.
Everything you say hurts.
When you say mean things I think their true.
Kind things you say are lies.
When you invite me places I think your just being mean to screw with my head.
Exclude me and I think I’ve done something to offend you.
Though we’ve never met.
Can you forgive me?
For something I have yet to do?
Something I haven’t thought of?
Would never think of doing…
Could you forgive me for that?
I would try to forgive you.
Would make the effort to make you feel welcome
Even if we weren’t the best of friends,
Because that’s all I want from you.
Is to be a friend.
Can we?
Please?
We’re so alone…

I can't remember why I wrote that but it's probably because of one of the days in this class (I.T) that I was feeling invisible. *shrugs* I don't know. Anyway Tyler's been being mean to me lately, so I haven't been talking to him. I've been letting the Voices come during science class because I can't handle him. The other day he threw a chair at me, then yesterday he hit me with his backpack. I don't know why he's being an ass, but if he's still reading my blogs I want him to know I'm sad at him. ^_^ Now for a different subject in your comments I want you to post your favorite baby name, for those of you that already have kids please post something other than your child's name ( you know who you are -_-;) please and thank you. I'm just curious. To be fair mine are Aubrey (girl) and Seth (boy) I also like Devonte (boy) and Tori (girl) I don't know why but their names are cool. So please comment your favorite names. I found a lot of cute fox and wolf puppy pictures. I'm obsessed. There just so adorable. I've always like babies but baby animals take the cake. ^_^ *heart sparkle joy* Heehee I think their too cute. Enough with that now I'm going to work on my English homework (write a short story) you do it too. But don't put it in a comment. Send it to me! If you don't have my e-mail address write in the comment that you want to send me a story and I'll give it to. (maybe ^_~) Alright people I'm out. See you later!!!

TWMA,

Sacred Secret

P.S: I like country music, but some of it does get on my nerves.

Ranting...

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I hate this class with a firey passion. The only time I learned anything in here is when we has that really mean old fat lady. But atleast we were learning then. I have a feeling if the original teacher had stayed I would be working right now, instead of wondering what the hell I'm supposed to be doing...*sigh* I wish SOMEONE would HELP me maybe you know maybe someone like the TEACHER after he gets some breath mints because that stuff is rank to high heaven! Seriously, who has that rancid of breath? Sure he looks a little more clean shaven than before but his breath is still gross. SOMEONE GET ME OUT OF THIS CLASS!!!!!!!!! I wish someone could like come in here and ask me what I really wanted right this moment. I would say "another class please." and then they would wave their magic wand and I would be in a new info tech class like that. So much better that way. I want to work on my story for English class. I'm going to go home and leave, have someone else clean my room and the bathroom then I'll come home and work on my my story. I want to cry now... I don't know why either I just do. I want to burst into tears and run out of here. It would feel so good. These people are stupid. Can't someone please, for the love of GOD get me out of here? Please? I can't wait until the freaking school year is over so I can go to french class everyday instead of this hell. Please let me get transfered out of this class please please please!! Its not always like t his but I hate Excel (microsoft program) and God forbid he tell us what to do at all. No. He just writes some questions on the board without telling how we're supposed to answer them. Bah! I hate this class! Hate hate hate! Utter loathing. Grrrr I'm leaving.

Eternal HATRED For Info Tech,
Sacred Secret

Hey

Hey people I didn't post yesterday because of the following reasons;

1) I was sending all the stuff from this computer to mine.
2) The computer was especially slow yesterday.
3) I had an actual assignment to complete
4) And lastly, there just wasn't enough time!!

There wasn't enough time because the schedule is all screwy because of WASL testing. I don't expect you to know what that is, but it is a standardized test for the state I live in. I won't tell you, you'll have to figure it out ^_^ But otherwise how was your yesterday? What about yesterdays tomorrow? Mine is fine. I recieved interesting news last night and even before that equally happy news, Congratulations Lie & Tori. So I'll have to tell Fange' about my discoverings later, if she doesn't already know...which I don't think she does. Hmm. Well I think I'm done for today I don't want to give my stalkers too much to read for now. Maybe you guys will get luckier later...freaks. ^_^ Byeee!!

TWMA,
Sacred Secret

P.S: I'm Not as nice and meek as everyone thinks. ^_~

Title

So how are you all? I'm kind of bored today as once again I am posting from my head. I didn't want to come to school today because Fange' and the elementary schools didn't have to go to school today, but cest la vie. I'm Stickerfiying everyone today with Shamrock stickers. It was my mom's idea. I'm having fun. Moberry's friend gave me a cookie and I shared it with Honora, as we wandered through the halls. Hey, do you know any guys that can scream really high pitched? Like a girl? Some guy did that today, it scared the crap out of me! Needless to say I was very surprised. I'm writing something wrote now because the voice that's here is soooooo nice. She's very tolerant. I'd come actually be here but I'm watching some kids and waiting for their parents. Their asleep now, so I have time to write this but when they wake up I'll have to go. I've been going to career cruising.com and they said in order for me to be a Writer I should take classes like Computer Tech and Keyboarding. As well as English Literature and a bunch of business classes. I didn't think that it would take so much! If I become a Freelance writer I won't have to take all that stuff, plus I won't ever have a deadline I can work at my own pace. That would be awesome but I would need a day job to keep the cash flow. Hmmm I wonder what I'll do. Of course I have other options, other ideas, but right now that's the only one I really see. Do you have a dream job? One you hold tightly in your grasp, a dream you don't plan on letting go anytime soon? I used to want to be a Scientist, I thought I would find the cure for breast cancer but they seem so close now that by the time I got there they would have long since found the cure. But childhood dreams die...though...I still want a horse...^_^ anyway! Crap! Their up and starving (little vampires do that when they wake up =_= oi.) Got to keep their teeth away from me so peace out! Oh! And have an awesome weekend!

TWMA,
Sacred Secret

P.S: Friday is not my favorite day of the week, Monday is.

It's Pie Day!

My nail broke. I never thought I'd say that because my nails are so strong but it broke on the door or something. I don't know. It hurt. Today in Info Tech we are writing about what we know about Global Warming. Isn't it amazing that we're working in I.T.? Mr. Urner must have gotten yelled at or something because now we're working (yes, I'm back at school) and it's kind of fun. Oh BTW its Pie day! You know the mathematical sign, pi? Well it's March 14 which makes it 3.14! Get it? It's a math thing. Anyway Happy Pie Day. So what are you all doing this weekend? I'll probably hang out with my friend and it should be a happy weekend. We're expecting kids this month but nobody has had any yet. :( I'm sad because I love it when people have kids. It's so fun everyone gets excited and happy. Like when Darius and Sayuri had their kids everyone went psycho! Everybody was like "Omigod!" lol it was funny and cute because of the babies and everyone was jumping around wanting to see them and *smiles* It was cool. I guess you could say I'm having a good day today, yes I was here. I've been here all day. And you know what? I'm not invisible in I.T. today. People are talking to me and noticing me. I didn't change anything about myself so maybe it's because I was gone mon-tues. I dunno. Well I guess I'll go now , I actually have to pay attention a little bit! See you all later!

TWMA,
Sacred Secret

P.S: It's a wonderful day in the neighborhood. (I like to try odd foods as long as the LOOK good)

P.P.S: Does anyone other than me HATE the labels?

"Contemplation Demenstration"

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It's something a friend of mine says a lot. I'm not quite sure what it means but he says it all the time. Sometimes though when I'm not paying attention it sounds like something else. Figure it out for yourself. I don't know what to write about anymore. Have you ever done that? Started writing and then had to stop because you didn't know where it should go from there? I do that all the time and Fange' get's mad because I don't finish anything. But I guess she'll have to get over it or I'll have to find some self motivation. I have the sudden urge to read now...but I won't for at least another ten minutes 'cause I'm waiting. We're watching Lifetime. The channel for women. I don't know why either, but it's kind of interesting, a bit creepy. Well I guess I have nothing better to say. *yawns* I'm bored. I think I'll let someone else be bored. lalalala lol yeah right I can't sing right now. My throat is so dead its not even funny. I didn't go to school again today, and I reallly want to go tommorow because I missed a test in science today and God knows what I missed yesterday. Aww this movie is making me sad. No I don't know what its called, but it's very sad so far. I guess I'm going to go do something now. Bye bye bye!

TWMA,
Sacred Secret

P.S: You don't get a secret this time.

Sick

I'm sick, and it sucks because tomorrow I have to sell girl scout cookies and today I think I have to go to choir. It is Tuesday after all, and small ensemble needs me. I don't really want to go but I've been at home FOREVER now and I'm really really bored. When I'm sick I don't want to lay around all day I get too bored. Unless I feel like total shit then laying around is good. This medicine is good though it really works and I love it. I don't really know what I'm going to do now, I'm very very bored. I guess I'll putt around YouTube for a little while, maybe write something. Eat some more. Well I guess I'll talk to you all later. Maybe I'll post again. But I never do when I say that! Maybe!!

TWMA,

Sacred Secret

P.S: Sometimes when I'm mistaken for a boy, I just play along.

Friday

Okay so I'm blogging from my head, the voice that is here is kind enough to let me do this. (thank you) because they have other things to be doing. I just wanted to tell you all that I haven't been here all week. I've only come back a couple times and you can bet it wasn't at school. Next week I'll be here more often (promise), cause The Counselor said I should be. But I like being there and talking to other people that are actually intelligent and I don't have to dumb myself down so they can understand what I'm saying. If anything they have to stupify themselves so I can understand them and it's so great ^_^ I'm so used to people saying things like "What?" and "I don't get it." it's just so frustrating to talk to idiots all the time (I'm sure at least some of you know what I'm talking about) If there weren't intelligent people for me to escape to I think I'd be permanently stupid. So I'm glad for my house, Fange's house and the Voices because I don't want to be dumb all my life (though sometimes I do lack common sense) Enough of my ranting! It's Friday and I am happy. I ate good food, played games, spent time with the coolest kids in the world, and now I'm going to go visit some babies (and their parents) and talk to some other people and get to know new ones! I love my job ^_^ Speaking of jobs I think I've acquired a new one. I don't want it for permanency. It's just fun to do sometimes, okay? Stop asking me to do it for an actual job because I already have one and I LOVE what I do, okay? Okay then. Fill in for someone when I'm not doing anything? Sure. Got an extra job when I'm bored? Okay. Offering a couple dollars when I'm broke? Of course. But keep in mind that I do enjoy babysitting and I want to keep that as my job. Alright? Now that I think about it some people will not understand what I was just talking about and because of it your going to have to stay confused because I'm not going to explain for you. Either try and figure it out yourself or let it go. Alright, I'm done now. Peace Eazy people.

TWMA,
Sacred Secret

P.S: If I had a true confidante' I would tell them everything about myself the first time I talked to them. I try not to do that with everyone because it gets me into bad friendships. The people I'm close to already know a lot.

Sorry 'Bout That

lol thank you my sistah, I completely forgot after being slapped. That I didn't give you guys your secret! To explain the being slapped thing, some kid walked by and hit me. I don't think it did it on purpose but it still pissed me off because I'm apparently invisible in that class. Anywho here are your secrets for today, later!


TWMA,
Sacred Secret

P.S: Talking is like a guessing game to me, I tell people what they want to hear, but if I say the wrong thing I play it off.

P.P.S: Sometimes I think I'm something that I'm not and it makes me feel better than everyone else because I pretend they know.

Betches

This post was going to be happy until I got slapped just now. That totally ruined my day just now. This had better not get any worse. I try to make the most of Monday's because they start every week and there's going to be a lot of them. Life is what you make of it so why can't Monday be the same? There's a boy in my Info Tech class who looks (and reminds me of) a rat. Not a very smart rat either, not one you use for testing. Just a regular old ugly, smelly, rat. And he's annoying too! (bonus points!) Otherwise, today has been pretty good. I wish people would watch where their going sometimes, instead of just stopping in the middle of places without thinking about the other people that are trying to get by. You can't say excuse me because they take manners as sarcasm, and you can't just flat out tell them to move because then they get all huffy and hostile talkin about "Why should I?" and "Go around!", "You move." and ish like that. I don't understand why people have to be jerks all the time. Jeeze. Anyway, I haven't completed my publicity stunt yet, I keep forgetting to cut out my blog address. I think I'll just bring scissors to school. In Info Tech I'm writing a lot of things and I'm not letting anyone read them because after I know what someone else thinks about it it makes me feel like the written piece is used and old. So there's a bunch of stuff no body's read yet. And when I'm done with them I'll send them to my house computer and post them up here or print them out and give them to Fange' and my Mom. My Info Tech teacher, Mr Urner, is a pretty off the rocker kinda guy. Like right now there's a kid drawing a "picture" of him on the whiteboard and he's totally cool with it. When class started he made everyone shake his hand before they cam into the class. It was so weird, but he does odd ball stuff like this all the time. Wow. Anyway I think I'm gonna go now maybe I'll post something later...I doubt it though. Hmm....whatever, peace ya'll or as the newest voice says: Later bye-bye!


TWMA,
Sacred Secret

Daddy's Little Girl

Daddy's Little Girl
Frankie J

He drops his suitcase by the door
She knows her daddy won't be back anymore
She drags her feet across the floor
Tryna hold back time to keep him holding on
And she says

Daddy Daddy don't leave
I'll do anything to keep you
Right here with me
Can't you see how much I need you
Daddy Daddy don't leave
Mommy's saying things she don't mean
She don't know what she's talking about
Somebody hear me out

Father listen
Tell him that he's got a home and he don't have to go
Father save him
I would do anything in return
I'll clean my room
Try hard in school
I'll be good
I promise you
Father, Father
I pray to you

Now she hasn't slept in weeks
She don't want to close her eyes cause she's scared that he'll leave
They tried just about everything
But it's getting harder now
For him to breathe
And she says

Daddy Daddy don't leave
I'll do anything to keep you
Right here with me
Can't you see how much I need you
Daddy Daddy don't leave
The doctors are saying things they don't mean
They don't know what they talking about
Somebody hear me out

Father (father) listen (listen)
Tell him that he's got a home and he don't have to go
Father (father) save him
I would do anything in return
I'll clean my room
Try hard in school
I'll be good
I promise you
Father, Father
I pray to you

Please don't let him go
I'm begging you so
There open his eyes
There ain't no more time
To tell him that I love him more
Than anything in the world
Is Daddy's little girl

Father (father) listen (listen)
Tell him that he's got a home and he don't have to go
Father (father) save him
I would do anything in return
I'll clean my room
Try hard in school
I'll be good
I promise you
Father, Father
She was Daddy's Little Girl

Mmmmm Oh